He hasn’t opened the file yet. Hasn’t even decided if he ever will.
Sam Dorman had accomplished most all the sport had to offer at that point. By the age of 27, he was already an NCAA national champion, a Team USA Olympian, a USA Diving national champion and an Olympic medalist.
But there he was, in the summer of 2018, typing up a letter explaining all the reasons he had decided to retire from a sport that had, to that point, defined his life.
The letter was addressed to himself.
“I just had to really state my intentions, just talk to myself and justify why I was making that decision,” Dorman said. “It was a tough thing to do.”
Barely able to lift his arms over his head, the Arizona native spent 45 minutes in the shower that morning. He struggled to walk from the bathroom to his bedroom to get changed.